Only If You Knew…

Only if you knew my silence was because I had thousands of things to

say but you never listened..,

Only if you knew my anger was bcoz you had left me so helpless..,

Only if you knew.., dt it felt bad when you said girls cannot come to a boys party but there were some and they were not me..,

Only if you knew l didnt talk bcause l couldnt stop crying sitting at the back seat..,

Only if you knew..,it never felt good to know that I could never make you as happy as your people, and I was never one of them..,

Only if you knew l walked away in rage because l wanted you to shout my name which l had’nt heard in a long time…,

Only if you knew I didnt need your sorry, I needed you to hold me in your arms so tight ,that all the broken peices joined back together…,

Only if you knew I got drunk just because I wanted you to come running for me..,

Only if you knew I used to wait for one phone call of yours for whole of my holidays, but you had situations..,

Only if you knew I was not talking to some other guy you saw me the other day, I was telling him about us..,

Only if you knew I signed on the divorce paper hoping you would hold my hand and will stop me,

Only if you knew I waited for long but you didnt come back until u saw me with someone,

Only if you knew I wanted no things.., I wanted you., and that was something you could never give..,

Only if you knew I was deprived of love and hoped that you would give me that in every way possible, but instead that is what broke me further..,

Only if you knew I was the happiest face but the lonliest heart..,

Only if you knew depression sometimes just looks normal..,

Only if you knew..,your love could have saved me..,

Only if u knew.., how much l loved u..